So for a start, I tend not to talk to Adam anymore. I gave up and all I can say is thank god for that, Seriously me liking him just caused me so much shit, I should have given up at the start. But the main reason I gave up on him is because I found someone else. So who's the guy? Well it's not a guy, well it's a girl. I'm bisexual, I don't think I admitted this on here but yes now I'm pretty open about it. Me and her actually did go out, so she was my girlfriend ahh it was amazing. So what happened? Well basically we're having personal issues and agreed that trying to keep track of a relationship as well as personal stress wouldn't work. I'll just say her first name like Adam, her name is Crystal.
I've actually always loved that name. Crystal. I just loved it, every single time I wrote a story I wanted the main character to be called Crystal. I was addicted to the name. When I was younger I used to change my first name to my favourite names, and Crystal was one of them. I just love the name so much. It's beautiful, like her. Wow am I being cringy now? We aren't going out now but we are actually great friends, like seriously me, her, Brad, Tia, Chloe, Sam, Shania and Charlie usually go out like everyday. Well more just me, her, Brad, Tia and Chloe, it just depends on who can come out. I love them all they're amazing. I've probably mentioned Shania before, my best friend. I honestly couldn't ask for a better friend she's amazing!!! Have I mentioned Chanel? She is my other best friend, I haven't seen her much cause she doesn't go to my school and because I'm out with the rest after school. I honestly love going out with them, it's such a laugh. Apart from the drama, but we usually get around it depending on what it is. The amount of drama so far this week has actually surprised me, I never knew so much could happen in three days.
I have so far been late once, I blame my bed. It's actually amazing, well in the morning. At night I'm constantly shivering, I guess winters on it's way. This year I have actually paid no attention to Halloween. Usually I'd be making all these plans but I actually can't be assed. I guess I'll ask around, I'm not too old for it. I guess it's fun to collect sweets from strangers once a year. All that matters for me is the sweets.
I currently have £20. What to spend it on? It's not much I guess but it's still here. I might need it for the weekend considering Shania wants me to come with her to town.
I feel like I'm pushing my friends away but then again I have really bad time management. I'll make plans and forget about everything else. Seriously I have to sort this shit out!!! Sorry I'm a bit hyper and at the same time a bit bored. Aha I need to wash my hair so I have no idea what I'm doing because honestly I'm meant to be in the shower. Oh well I have until 10pm to go out and I'm not taking my chances thinking I'll be able to stay up after that because I'm usually always knackered which is why my homework is really bad at the moment. I'll sort it out after the holidays but I'll see what I can do between this week and next.
Later.
I've actually always loved that name. Crystal. I just loved it, every single time I wrote a story I wanted the main character to be called Crystal. I was addicted to the name. When I was younger I used to change my first name to my favourite names, and Crystal was one of them. I just love the name so much. It's beautiful, like her. Wow am I being cringy now? We aren't going out now but we are actually great friends, like seriously me, her, Brad, Tia, Chloe, Sam, Shania and Charlie usually go out like everyday. Well more just me, her, Brad, Tia and Chloe, it just depends on who can come out. I love them all they're amazing. I've probably mentioned Shania before, my best friend. I honestly couldn't ask for a better friend she's amazing!!! Have I mentioned Chanel? She is my other best friend, I haven't seen her much cause she doesn't go to my school and because I'm out with the rest after school. I honestly love going out with them, it's such a laugh. Apart from the drama, but we usually get around it depending on what it is. The amount of drama so far this week has actually surprised me, I never knew so much could happen in three days.
I have so far been late once, I blame my bed. It's actually amazing, well in the morning. At night I'm constantly shivering, I guess winters on it's way. This year I have actually paid no attention to Halloween. Usually I'd be making all these plans but I actually can't be assed. I guess I'll ask around, I'm not too old for it. I guess it's fun to collect sweets from strangers once a year. All that matters for me is the sweets.
I currently have £20. What to spend it on? It's not much I guess but it's still here. I might need it for the weekend considering Shania wants me to come with her to town.
I feel like I'm pushing my friends away but then again I have really bad time management. I'll make plans and forget about everything else. Seriously I have to sort this shit out!!! Sorry I'm a bit hyper and at the same time a bit bored. Aha I need to wash my hair so I have no idea what I'm doing because honestly I'm meant to be in the shower. Oh well I have until 10pm to go out and I'm not taking my chances thinking I'll be able to stay up after that because I'm usually always knackered which is why my homework is really bad at the moment. I'll sort it out after the holidays but I'll see what I can do between this week and next.
Later.
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