Because it's a bank holiday I have 3 days off school. Usually I'd be celebrating but doesn't help when you're feeling shitty. Not because of school for once in my life. Actually for personal issues, really personal so not going into them. I'm crying though but doesn't really matter. This is to share how I feel cause I need to let it out not because I care. Well the place where I share everything is my diary but that's for me.
I've got nothing much to write about today. I met my new maths teacher he's ok just he struggles controlling my class meaning it was much more enjoyable not being able to do work. Actually today was worse. I couldn't actually get my iPad out my bag. I'm going have a shower today and wash my crazy hair. It might go curly again, right now it's not to bad and I haven't straightened it for once.
Counselling was fine. Like I said I don't have much to say for once. Probably cause evil lady wasn't in.
Mum knows about why I may be feeling rubbish but she doesn't know what I'm doing now. I'm kind of willing to stay in my room for a while, well as it lasts. Since I have to go out tomorrow. It isn't optional. It'd be good for me anyway. I need a bit of singing to get me back to my little happy mind set.
I have tons of homework today but it's work and well risky. Why is everything so much more company. Like other people, homework they do it and get over it. But I can't. I'm not stupid, honestly I'm not I love being a smartie pants but kind of sucks when I can't show it.
Anyway going to just listen to music and sulk to myself I guess.
I've got nothing much to write about today. I met my new maths teacher he's ok just he struggles controlling my class meaning it was much more enjoyable not being able to do work. Actually today was worse. I couldn't actually get my iPad out my bag. I'm going have a shower today and wash my crazy hair. It might go curly again, right now it's not to bad and I haven't straightened it for once.
Counselling was fine. Like I said I don't have much to say for once. Probably cause evil lady wasn't in.
Mum knows about why I may be feeling rubbish but she doesn't know what I'm doing now. I'm kind of willing to stay in my room for a while, well as it lasts. Since I have to go out tomorrow. It isn't optional. It'd be good for me anyway. I need a bit of singing to get me back to my little happy mind set.
I have tons of homework today but it's work and well risky. Why is everything so much more company. Like other people, homework they do it and get over it. But I can't. I'm not stupid, honestly I'm not I love being a smartie pants but kind of sucks when I can't show it.
Anyway going to just listen to music and sulk to myself I guess.
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