I'm Leila. 14 years old from Bristol. I've made blogs before but posts from when I was 11 don't mean much to me now. I want to start fresh. Write about today and not have to worry about things I've missed.
So. What's new? It's Thursday about 5:36am. I don't wake up this early I kind of prefer late nights into long mornings. Usually I would've fell asleep a few hours ago but I've seemed to grow attached to The Vampire Diaries. I wouldn't say I'm obsessed well I haven't finished the series yet. I kind of had to start from Season 1 and work my way down because before last week I'd truthfully never watched it. I don't know what my plans are for today but I can already predict tonight's events. I will sit in my bed, slip on my pyjamas, turn on my iPad and carry on watching The Vampire Diaries. Is that typical? I'm not sure. I mean I don't actually know many people who watch it. I have more than one favourite TV program of course how can anyone just have one? This isn't my usual routine well it wasn't. I only got internet one week ago before I kind of had to rely on bus WiFi and the occasional visits to my dads flat. I thought I would've gone there more since it's the holidays but no. I've spent most of the holidays in my bed.
School. I don't want to go back it just makes me worse. I have problems, really big problems and well school doesn't help at all. Actually school just makes more problems meaning more stress meaning I begin to hate school. There's no reason why I shouldn't. I can teach myself more anyway. I'd rather self teach. The more I think about it the more it drives me mad. I don't know what's worse the students or the staff. It's kind of 50/50. I do have friends, a few just not all in my school. I seem to get on people's wrong sides by hanging out with apparently the wrong people. But in the so called wrong people I can see what no one else can. When I say wrong people I mean the people that no one else bothers to talk to and well un-popular people I guess. When I was younger I didn't care and I still don't. In my eyes my friends are perfect and anyone who messes with them well has to deal with me.
I better stop ranting on. First entry don't want to make a bad impression but I do rant on whether I talk or type. This entry wasn't that good but I am half asleep.
Later.
So. What's new? It's Thursday about 5:36am. I don't wake up this early I kind of prefer late nights into long mornings. Usually I would've fell asleep a few hours ago but I've seemed to grow attached to The Vampire Diaries. I wouldn't say I'm obsessed well I haven't finished the series yet. I kind of had to start from Season 1 and work my way down because before last week I'd truthfully never watched it. I don't know what my plans are for today but I can already predict tonight's events. I will sit in my bed, slip on my pyjamas, turn on my iPad and carry on watching The Vampire Diaries. Is that typical? I'm not sure. I mean I don't actually know many people who watch it. I have more than one favourite TV program of course how can anyone just have one? This isn't my usual routine well it wasn't. I only got internet one week ago before I kind of had to rely on bus WiFi and the occasional visits to my dads flat. I thought I would've gone there more since it's the holidays but no. I've spent most of the holidays in my bed.
School. I don't want to go back it just makes me worse. I have problems, really big problems and well school doesn't help at all. Actually school just makes more problems meaning more stress meaning I begin to hate school. There's no reason why I shouldn't. I can teach myself more anyway. I'd rather self teach. The more I think about it the more it drives me mad. I don't know what's worse the students or the staff. It's kind of 50/50. I do have friends, a few just not all in my school. I seem to get on people's wrong sides by hanging out with apparently the wrong people. But in the so called wrong people I can see what no one else can. When I say wrong people I mean the people that no one else bothers to talk to and well un-popular people I guess. When I was younger I didn't care and I still don't. In my eyes my friends are perfect and anyone who messes with them well has to deal with me.
I better stop ranting on. First entry don't want to make a bad impression but I do rant on whether I talk or type. This entry wasn't that good but I am half asleep.
Later.
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